It’s been an odd few months…an odd year really. I fell in love with someone that compliments everything that I need in life; and after college graduation next month, we have a few months together throughout the summer and she leaves for New York City.
We’ve had talks about me going along and what comes next. I lived in Brooklyn for 2 years, years ago and I know how big of a transition that is. Right now, I’m finally finding my stability in life and I feel it’d be detrimental to relocate with someone I love right now. Different goals, different mindsets…
The decision was made months ago…to make the best of what we have and to keep in mind what has to happen. But we grew together fast. And as the time grows closer we both feel the dooming future breathing over our shoulders. I wrote this to express how it feels. I don’t have an answer to where this is all going but I know the feeling I get while in her presence…makes these moments difficult to figure out.
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