Newdrivehome

A journey, including all of lifes nonsense.

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  • “Fate”

    I’ve been slowly escaping life’s demons But I can’t escape fate If I had a decision…I wouldn’t change a thing Through turbulent and tranquil seas, I stay resilient But I can’t escape fate Battling, traveling into freezing rain I will arm myself for the journey ahead But I can’t escape fate My heart misses beats…

  • “If I Ever Forget About You”

    Sunday is gloomier Fog overcomes the light Something is missing No words are spoke I can’t find them A dark blank Shadowed by deja-vu A grey reminder Of someone I can not recall An empty space in my chest A wound long faded, unhealed

  • Morning

    Cold, dark, quiet. Mind is slowly unfrozen Air is still Sunlight peeks from the horizon  Heavenly colors appear slowly  First breaths become the past Waking up! My body reminds me The breeze will warmth momentarily As the days chaos becomes alive

  • April

    The season changed overnight Snow starts losing the fight Reanimated plants start to bloom Floating far from winters’ gloom The sky drops sprinkles of rain Away from winters freeze pain Days light is allowing to live long And the birds can sing their story

  • “I Must Go”

    That look Reminds me to stay It eats at me Because I know I can’t You smell like home But I must go We found us But I’m still lost Laying next to you I awoke alone Your ocean eyes Drown my mind Time. We’ll eventually be found.

  • “My Dark Passenger”

    I’m currently writing this in residential rehab/treatment. A place I never thought I would ever end up. I did my absolute to hide my functional addict side of me. I was working a full-time job, writing, and dealing with everyday life; all this while drinking handles of vodka each day. I had become a professional…

  • It’ll make sense

    I hear your breath next to me and feel safe Should it be that way? Maybe it does make sense Ignore outside thoughts Because no one else makes me feel this way Everything is a mess But we navigate it perfectly But this is all for us We both hate it’s become this But it…

  • Misfit Friday

    I can’t find a place where i seem to fit in Until I found a place with new found friends A place where a new life begins And old relationships end A place where Liars thieves users make amends No mater what misfits who feel judged Is what Misfits Friday’s are made of Misfits Fridays…

  • “Thursday”

    You’ve always been my favorite.  It’s always been trash day here, So the mornings feel like a Thursday. But I love you for more than this. I shine better on this day, every week. I’ve never known why… My favorite band was named after you, Thursday. I have a tattoo for you. I was married…

  • Age.

    Newdrivehomeblog #62  “Peter Bjorn and John – Young Folks” I feel it’s been creeping up on me slowly and I’m not sure how to feel about it; physically I feel fine, mentally…I understand how its grasp affects me.  I’m still figuring it out and I’m in a better position than twenty-two year old me was…

  • Spring’s Invitation

    Although the wind blows  over the prairie  the temperature reminds of the end of winter the end of the short days the long nights of uncertainty  it feels like a delayed flight to meet with someone  someone you want to see again far away and close looking directly at you waiting to depart  days go…

  • “Short Fail”

    Sometimes we fail  And it feels optimistic  To run, fly, and sail Gaining insight in your steps The sun bright ahead Weaponizing your missteps Breathing slow again Breeze on your face  As you whisper amen Insight has been gained  Though never expected  Problems finally drained  Prepare for the next time It’ll be a shorter climb …

  • “Trust Me”

    Newdrivehome Blog # 61 (My Chemical Romance – I’m not okay) So, although I’ve been reluctant to admit…my life has been on pause. For whoever is reading this, that simply means I’m not failing…or winning enough to feel anything is a win or loss. I’m stuck where I am currently. After the move back home…