Age.

Newdrivehomeblog #62 

“Peter Bjorn and John – Young Folks”

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I feel it’s been creeping up on me slowly and I’m not sure how to feel about it; physically I feel fine, mentally…I understand how its grasp affects me. 

I’m still figuring it out and I’m in a better position than twenty-two year old me was in…is that really saying things positive? I digress to say this to be too depressed, dark, or unappreciative, but I feel I have enough life knowledge and intellect to have been further than to be where I am now.

I’ve been afforded some pretty amazing opportunities over the years in my life and I feel I have an apt to fumble it. Why? Is what Im asking myself everyday. I feel like I’m not alone in that feeling but I enjoy having the able to listen to songs like this to take me to simpler times. Not to say I don’t enjoy life…because I do. 

Being around people that are younger and the lack of insight they have…it worries me. Because what advice could I give them to be where they want to be before the years begin to pass faster like an early spring thunderstorm. 

I enjoy being positive in my life for myself and those around me but all of those thoughts still appear in the back of my complex mind. The years have made it easier to navigate the future. I just hope I can help be the light to take others to their ideal destination.